every thing i do reminds me of him......every breath i take reminds me of life without air........every heat beat makes me realise the emptiness in my life........without ur presence...........
eventhough iv thrown or rather claimes to throw u out f my life..........i just cant find that part of me...that was fixed to urs.................
as unfortunate as it sounds....its even more depressing than it might sound...................
living a life for the sake of others is not living at all.............
living life for those who gave u life is a duty.....
living life bcoz f all the unexplainable reasons is a responsibility..............
living without u..........is not living at al...........
lovig life is having some1 around to love you back..............

life has many ways to teach you a lesson.........some lessons make you learn a lot..................
it helps u 2 not make any mistakes in future.............itz the law of karma.......that u get back everything that u hv done..............
but.........what lesson iv been given doesnt allow me to go ahead........
life has become clearer....but stagnant,...............
as stagnant as a small dirty pool of the rains............which can only cleared........but not cleaned............
itz so surprising na..tht sometimes u try soo hard to reach certain things,............only to realise that they never existed.............
tht they are as abstract as any blind painters creation............
as unreal as our dreams...........
as unachievable as the stars in the sky...........
still it hurts to see those dreams shattering..............